#30. I am thankful for...

BLOGS!!!  For a great big finale to thirty days of gratitude it sure isn't a pretty sounding word, is it?!  To be honest, my mind has been wrestling for months now over how I really feel about this whole blogging world stuff.  Reality verses a keyboard and a computer screen makes for some interesting questions that I've had to ask myself.  Inspired insight and answers to those questions HERE.   There is so much potential for good on the Internet that I know Satan is working overtime at all those nasty things he does best.  As for me, I'm going to do my best at choosing the better part and am grateful for fellow blogging friends that encourage me to do so.  December will be a month of recording our blessings and I couldn't be more excited about it.  Here's why:  (for the full version of Elder Eyring's talk click HERE.)

When our children were very small, I started to write down a few things about what happened every day. Let me tell you how that got started. I came home late from a Church assignment. It was after dark. My father-in-law, who lived near us, surprised me as I walked toward the front door of my house. He was carrying a load of pipes over his shoulder, walking very fast and dressed in his work clothes. I knew that he had been building a system to pump water from a stream below us up to our property.

He smiled, spoke softly, and then rushed past me into the darkness to go on with his work. I took a few steps toward the house, thinking of what he was doing for us, and just as I got to the door, I heard in my mind—not in my own voice—these words: “I’m not giving you these experiences for yourself. Write them down.”

I went inside. I didn’t go to bed. Although I was tired, I took out some paper and began to write. And as I did, I understood the message I had heard in my mind. I was supposed to record for my children to read, someday in the future, how I had seen the hand of God blessing our family. Grandpa didn’t have to do what he was doing for us. He could have had someone else do it or not have done it at all. But he was serving us, his family, in the way covenant disciples of Jesus Christ always do. I knew that was true. And so I wrote it down, so that my children could have the memory someday when they would need it.

I wrote down a few lines every day for years. I never missed a day no matter how tired I was or how early I would have to start the next day. Before I would write, I would ponder this question: “Have I seen the hand of God reaching out to touch us or our children or our family today?”

As I kept at it, something began to happen. As I would cast my mind over the day, I would see evidence of what God had done for one of us that I had not recognized in the busy moments of the day. As that happened, and it happened often, I realized that trying to remember had allowed God to show me what He had done.

Comments

SuSu said…
Beautiful. Never. Stop. Writing.